I spent an hour today trying to just be in meditation/worshipping God. I kind of fell asleep at the end.
But two things struck out to me today. First was that, back then when the guys could use the word “thee”, it rhymed with everything. So there was a pretty nice quote I read in “the knowledge of the holy” today.
“Fountain of good, all blessing flows
From Thee; no want Thy fulness knows;
What but Thyself canst Thou desire?
Yet, self-sufficient as Thou art,
Thou dost desire my worthless heart;
This, only this, dost Thou require”
Johann Scheffler
But the one that that struck me today as i was reading from AW Toser was about the infinity of God.
How man uses time to count and categorize, however, God isn’t bound by it. So he could be looking at me, at the same moment he is seeing Moses in the Biblical time. I perceive Moses as in the past, but to God, he would be looking at all of us in his present.
So Andrew, What does that mean for you? Beats me, but it makes me think about how if God doesn’t really count by time, then i start to realize that he is looking at everyone at the same time. Everyone that has, is, and will live on this planet, and see them all in the same space. It is just a good reminder for me to know that what I sometimes worry about (aka dating). It is something that God has planned out and done.
And also Moses could be leading the people through the red sea, and God could be looking at him doing that, while also watching me write this blog at this moment. Which blows my mind up, it makes more sense into saying why God is unchanging, because he is there at the beginning and the end right now.
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Okay other random post for the day, I sat there doing my insanity today, thinking about what I really want to achieve in terms of my goals. Because I think I say very superficial goals when people ask me. When I really have more goals that I don’t really talk about. It just isn’t as interesting, and it might make people feel a little bad. However, I am going to change that and if someone asks me what my goals for this year are. I will tell them in this order spiritual, mental, physical.
Finally, I am nervous about our softball team, there is some fracturing because of the competitive nature of some people, and the non competitive nature of others. 🙁 It isn’t mixing well at this moment.
